The Siao One's Stuffings

Ramblings of the original Siao-ster ^-^

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Location: Singapore

I am God's work ... but I am still not completed yet ^-^

Saturday, May 28, 2005

Fly... off a bike

A son is a son till he gets him a wife,
But a daughter's a daughter the rest of your life.

Went cycling on Thursday with Yilinn, Chi Foong and Ken.
The group was small compared to the number I invited. (26)
I was late in meeting them, all because of the finals of American Idol. Looks like my theory was only half correct -.-lll. America has decided and I have nothing more to say. Now its time to see what happens on the charts with their music.
-evil grinz-
The sun was good, the wind was nice, the sea was calm and there were a lot of primary school kids around…running here and there on their school outing…
Kids walking on the cycling track… can’t seem to make up their mind about whether they want to walk across or wait for you to cycle before they join their friends on the other side of the ‘road’.
Kids playing the on the cycling track itself… that results in injuries not for them but the cyclists.
I was cycling behind Yilnn and she had to brake because the kids were in the way… I had to jam brake… see Sharon fly… landed on my back, bruised my palms, scraped my knee and bruised other parts of my body… now my body is aching.
The paddle of the bike got spoilt in the process and I had to go back and switch bikes… good thing I did not have to pay for the damage.
We cycled to Bedok jetty and back again, having lunch along the way. Saw Kim Ng and Yi Feng at the food centre. Did not see their wings any where… must be some new show they were doing… haha~
We hung out at McDonalds and talked while waiting for Winnie to turn up.
When she arrived, we went to play pool… so long never play liao lo~
I must say that Chi Foong is a jack of all trades. TKD luggie siao on. Pool very jun one. Cycling also pro. Computer… dat one don need to say liao… He has a very bright future ahead of him. I can’t wait to see him wearing black belt gi. He is going to make a very good coach. Confirm!
All in all I had a good time. Thanks guys! ^-^

Siya!
You feeling better? The cold gone yet?
When you wanna go gym?
When is the next mah jong marathon?
-migumi laughter-

Went to Orchard point and Plaza Singapura with Mum to look for clothes.
Bought 4 Giordano shirts.
A dress from Daniel Yam.
A pair of sun glasses.
Total amount burned: about 80 odd. :D
What can I say, it’s the Great Singapore Sale!
THANKS MUMMY!
Me thinks that Giordano is going to have to start paying me for wearing their clothes so much. I think more than 1/3 of my shirts come from Giordano liao lor~
Need to find an occasion to wear the dress… heh~
Was actually supposed to go to OG to buy a dress for my brother’s wedding but could not find anything at outlet, so I guess we’ll have to get something tailor made. -.-lll
Thank goodness still got time. Hahaha~

I tried on my first air of contact lenses last year around this time. One could say that I have come full circle with the lenses. Haha… well, it has been a long while since I wore my contacts for such a long period of time. Have to get used to wearing them again… first wear for 4 hours, then extend to 6, 8 and finally to 12 … provided my eyes don’t pop out on me. O.olll
My main reason for getting the contacts is for my training and sparring. Cannot wear glasses during sparring… so either I wear contact lenses or kick all the way blind. Which situation would you prefer?
Besides, my next grading requires me to spar and I don’t think I would like to get kicked and not see the leg coming. Me is the one who wanna block the kicks and bish that person.
Muah hahahahaha… so much for being a pacifist. Ladida~

Hey guys! Check out the hokkien Star Wars!
http://tomorrow.sg/archives/2005/04/27/singapore_star_wars.html
I just heard the one by Joe Augustin as well… damn good!
Now all they need to do is translate Yoda’s speech on fear. Hahahaha…

There are so many movies coming out… I want to watch ah~
Bloody tickets so damn expensive… grrrr… all the same…I still wanna catch:
Mr. and Mrs. Smith
Madagascar
Fantastic Four
Batman Begins
The war of the worlds
Hitch hiker’s guide to the galaxy
Unleashed
-weeps at the sight of all the notes flying out of the wallet-
It will all be worth it … I hope… anyone wanna join me?

Hey Feng Ru!
I agree! Friendster is very cock up… sickening…I can’t even remember what message I sent to you liao… think it had something to do with an outing… hehe… you interested?

Pillows are calling me… sweet dreams all~
-hugs-
^-^

Poetry : Hurts

When did it come to this?
Don’t care for me as I do.
Just misunderstood?

Which turn was wrong?
Can't turn back.
It is not borne.
What say you?

How did it come to this?
If wishes were dreams
Or the other way around.
Would the feelings be the same?

The sky was never this shade.
I thought you saw what I saw.
Felt what I did?
Was wrong wasn’t I?
Can I handle the truth?

Too many questions.
Is there a ten year series?

I think I will just give up.
For good?

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

Kingdom of Bo

A penny saved is a penny gained.
A poor beauty finds more lovers than husbands.
A prudent man does not make the goat his gardener.
A rumor goes in one ear and out many mouths.
A silent mouth is melodious.
A single Russian hair outweighs half a Pole.
A society grows great when old men plant trees whose shade they know they shall never sit in.

I have an in-built mechanism which does not allow me to lie, especially to my family members. That results in being an ‘open book’. It’s very easy to read my emotions and what I am thinking just by what I say and my facial expressions.
Is that a good or bad thing?
Whenever a murder or some crime takes place, interviews with the suspect’s friends or neighbors or family members always go along the same line:
“… he/she was such a nice person… never thought he would do such a thing…”
How often do you hear:
“… yeah, I expected that from xxxx…with a personality like that no wonder he/she committed that act… I am so not surprised… if I knew my 4D like I know XXXX sure strike top prize xia~…”
There are things in life which I keep to myself.
I am confident that I am not the only one.
The ‘open book’ that I am, if I didn’t keep something for myself, that wouldn’t be fair to myself. Rest assured, 85% of the time I speak my mind. Haha~
From time to time I do let the dark-side surface, but who would take me seriously if I were to really say what I mean? When I most of the time I am not serious and what not and … ok I think I am thinking too much… should I do some economics questions just to mess up my head?
-looks around for a thermometer to check if got fever-
The other day, while I was at work, there came a problem with one of the students and her friend was concerned about her behavior. Lower secondary students and their problems… anyway…the concerned student was saying that she could not understand why things were happening the way they were with her friend because what she was doing was not in ‘like her’.
Know what I am getting at?
Anyway, I have no answer to her questions.
Honestly, do we really know who or what other people are like?
Forget about the person in the street whom you might pass on the way to the market or school. I am talking about the people in your life who really matter.
Family members and friends in your circle of life.
-hums the Lion King theme-
Do you really know them?
Better yet, do you even know yourself?
Your personal capabilities, character, likes, dislikes, etc.
It is a class between who you are and who society thinks you are.
The people around you may have one perception of who you might be and you, on the other hand, might have a whole different image of yourself.
The person that you are is always changing and in that matter, you could never really know yourself that well.
My question now would be:
If you could never really know yourself, how can/could you possibly know the people around you?
Would you really want to know who or what they truly are?
What would you do if you knew them for what they are or could become in the future?
How do you feel when someone you ‘know’ does something ‘out of the ordinary’?
Feel surprised? Hurt? Intrigued? Mystified? Petrified? Angry? What?!
Is knowledge power? Or would acting with the knowledge be the true epitome of what is on your mind in relation to others?
Now I myself am not sure what I am typing about… O.olll

"Suicide is not just a sin, it’s a statement."
Sound familiar?

Kingdom of Heaven.
What is Heaven?
Where is Heaven?
Can it be found?
How can it be found?
Who owns it?
When will we get there?
Why would you want to go there?
Would you want to go there?

The last movie I watched before Kingdom of Heaven was Robots. The two films are poles apart. In terms of genre, money, acting, music, theme, location, time, etc. The only things they had in common were computer animation and Ivan.
Bloody price of tickets gone up… sian diao~
I recall going to the movies at the old, now defunked, Hougang complex with TKM when I was in primary school. Back then, the tickets only cost $4.50 each! Last time got student rate and adult pricing… we used to watch two movies in a day because it was convenient and affordable.
Now you would have to think 4 times before you take out the notes from your wallet. VCDs at Poh Kim or Music Junction a heck of a lot cheaper. All you have to do is be patient. In this world of rush here and rush there… would you be willing to wait?
That’s how the bloody capitalists work…
-envisions notes flying out of wallets all over Singapore-
Singapore is unique because we can watch movies at cheaper prices than overseas countries… whatever happened to the tourism slogan?!?!
-starts counting: 1… 2… 3… 4… 5… 6… 7… 8… 9…10…-

Arterial spray, gore, swords, sabers, grass, trees, honor, men, symbols, a woman, beards, lots of blood, bodies, vultures, horses, snow, the sun, the sand and the sea.
That’s about all that makes up the movie.
The theme is a thorny one.
Movie that makes you think.
My brother doesn’t really like the show but I for one think that it has some substance and the message is very clear so I guess if not for anything, Scott deserves praise for his effectiveness in putting the issues across.
Would I watch it again? - Maybe…but depends on who I am going to watch it with.
Would I buy the VCD? - Better question: Would I be allowed to bring the VCD into the house? Hahaha~

Ides Of March - Vehicle

Hey well
I'm a friendly stranger in a black sedan
Won't you hop inside my car.
I got pictures, got candy
I'm a loveable man
And I can take you to the nearest star.
I'm your vehicle baby
I'll take you anywhere you wanna go.
I'm your vehicle woman
But I'm not sure you know
that I love ya
I need ya
I want ya,
got to have you child,
Great God in heaven you know I love you.
Well if you want to be a movie star
I'll get a ticket to Hollywood.
But if you want to stayjust the way you are
You know I think you really should.
I'm your vehicle baby
I'll take you anywhere you wanna go.
I'm your vehicle woman
But I'm not sure you know
that I love ya
I need ya
I want ya,
got to have you child,
Great God in heaven you know I love you.
Hey well
I'm a friendly stranger in a black sedan
Won't you hop inside my car.
I got pictures, got candy
I'm a loveable man
And I can take you to the nearest star.
I'm your vehicle baby
I'll take you anywhere you wanna go.
I'm your vehicle woman
But I'm not sure you know
that I love ya
I need ya
I want ya,
got to have you child,
Great God in heaven you know I love you.
And I'm your vehicle babe.
you know
I love ya
I need ya
I want ya,
got to have you child,
Great God in heaven you know I love you.

Read the lyrics!
Feel the music running through your head!
Do you see Bo bouncing all over the American Idol stage?!
Obviously you can tell that I am a Bo fan.
Carrie is good and had the ‘girl-next-door’ thing going for her… but I want to hold true to my theory… then again, after watching the finals just now… its kinda hard to tell who is going to win.
Carrie also has a big following from the Country and Western genre… the genre has the biggest fan base in the American music industry…
-see votes flying in Carrie’s direction-
The comments from the judges were swaying more to Carrie’s side and Bo was dealt more blows… as the pattern has shown from previous seasons, the contestant who sings the most original songs is the one who loses in the end. Bo was the one to do that ‘swey’ thing.
I guess all bets are off for who is going to be the winner of American Idol this year… so much for my theory… it would have be nice if my theory were to ring true…
-sigh-
I still root and wave my pom poms for Bo Bice.
He is the most original singer of this season. Ironically enough, I was rooting for Clay to win… gosh darn! Maybe I should start rooting for Carrie then maybe Bo will win…
-faints-
Hahaha~

So exciting!
I am finally going back to training tonight!
After more than a month of not wearing my gi, kicking targets and doing my taegueks… really very pumped and looking forward to getting back into the thick of the action…
-evil laughter-
Still got teaching to do though…oh well… feel my wrath kids!
-louder and more evil laughter-
BUAH HAHAHAHAHA!!!! XD

Oh yeah… when I went out last night, I met Ying ying and Eugene!
I miss Eugene! So long never see him liao lo… hai~
Must meet up ah~
Feng Ru! Heard that?!
Must meet up ah!!!!
Heehee…
How’s life anyway ah Feng Ru?
Camp boring ah?
Jia you man!
One more year only… can do it!
Yeah!

Yong Jet!
Ganbatte!
Whack all the way!

My eyes are getting tired… must rest them for contacts latter… something new everyday… hahaha… chao for now~
^-^

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Is this long?

A hungry man is an angry man.
A lie travels round the world while truth is putting her boots on.
A little too late, is much too late.
A loan though old is not gift.
A monkey never thinks her baby's ugly.
A new broom sweeps clean, but the old brush knows all the corners.

Ah~
Now tis’ the time to play and havoc… how time doth fly… has it already been 2 days? O.O

Before I get down to business:
Happy Birthday to Shu Min! :D

Ok! Start!

I didn’t attend service at Bethel on Sunday. Instead went to PLMC with TKM. I was actually intent on playing hookie and not go to any church at all… but what to do… I woke up… if not I would have spent the whole morning at home in bed.
-evil grin-

Vertical Horizon – I’m still here

I found the pieces in my hand
They were always there
It just took some time for me to understand
You gave me words I just can't say
So if nothing else
I'll just hold on while you drift away
Cause everything you wanted me to hide
Is everything that makes me feel alive

The cities grow
The rivers flow
Where you are, "I'll" never know
But I'm still here
If you were right and I was wrong
Why are you the one who's gone
And I'm still here
Still here

You've seen the ashes in my heart
You smile the widest
When I cry inside and my insides blow apart
I tried to wear another face
Just to make you proud
Just to make you put me in my place
But everything you wanted from me
Is everything that I could never be

The cities grow
The rivers flow
Where you are, "I'll" never know
But I'm still here
If you were right and I was wrong
Why are you the one who's gone
And I'm still here

Maybe tonight
It's gonna be alright
I will get better
Maybe today
It's gonna be okay
I will remember

I held the pieces of my soul
I was shattered and I wanted you to come and make me whole
Then I saw you yesterday
But you didn't notice
And you just walked away
Cause everything you wanted me to hide
Is everything that makes me feel alive

The cities grow
The rivers flow
Where you are, "I'll" never know
But I'm still here
If you were right and I was wrong
Why are you the one who's gone
And I'm still here
The lights go out, the bridges burn
Once you're gone, you can't return
But I'm still here
Remember how you used to say I'd be the one to run away
But I'm still here

This song is catchy and the tune is still stuck in my head after all this time. The lyrics are sad at times when I think about certain things that have taken place in my life. I some how recall someone saying that songs are an expression of emotions. I totally agree. Any o how, I like songs by Vertical Horizon. Bought one of their albums last time when I went to Gramophone with Daddy.

Nickelback - Someday

How the hell'd we wind up like this
why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
and try to turn the tables
I wish you'd unclench your fists
And unpack your suitcase
Lately there's been too much of this
But don't think it's too late

Nothing's wrong
Just as long as you know that someday I will
Someday, somehow
I''m gonna make it alright
But not right now
I know you're wondering when
You're the only one who knows that
Someday somehow
I'm gonna make it alright
But not right now
I know you're wondering when

Well I'd hope that since we're here anyway
we could end up saying
Things we've always needed to say
So we could end up staying
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Let's rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a Hollywood horror

Nothing's wrong
Just as long as you know that someday I will
Someday, somehow
I''m gonna make it alright
But not right now
I know you're wondering when
You're the only one who knows that
Someday somehow
I'm gonna make it alright
But not right now
I know you're wondering when
You're the only one who knows that

How the hell'd we wind up like this
why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Let's rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a Hollywood horror

Nothing's wrong
Just as long as you know that someday I will
Someday, somehow
I''m gonna make it alright
But not right now
I know you're wondering when
You're the only one who knows that
Someday somehow
I'm gonna make it alright
But not right now
I know you're wondering when
You're the only one who knows that

I know you're wondering when
You're the only one who knows that
I know you're wondering when

Nickelback has very cool songs… I will put some more up another day…ah heck! Might as well out the other zai one up!
-hysterical laughter-

Nickelback - Feelin' Way Too Damn Good

I missed you so much that I begged you to fly in and see me
You must've broke down 'cause you finally said that you would
But now that you're here I just feel like I'm constantly
dreaming
'Cause something's gotta go wrong 'cause I'm feeling' way too
damn good

For 48 hours I don't think that we left my hotel room
Should show you the sights 'cause I'm sure that I said that I
would
We gotta make love just one last time in the shower
Well something's gotta go wrong 'cause I'm feelin' way too damn
good

And it's like
Every time I turn around
I fall in love and find my heart face down and
Where it lands is where it should
This time it's like
The two of us should probably start to fight
'Cause something's gotta go wrong 'cause I'm feeling way too
damn good
Feelin' way too damn good

Sometimes I think best if left in the memory
It's better kept inside than left for good
Looking back each time they tried to tell me
Well somethings gotta go wrong 'cause I'm feelin' way too damn
good

And it's like
Every time I turn around
I fall in love and find my heart face down and
Where it lands is where it should
This time it's like
The two of us should probably start to fight
'Cause something's gotta go wrong 'cause I'm feeling way too
damn good
Feelin' way too damn good

I missed you so much that I begged you to fly in and see me
You must've broke down 'cause you finally said that you would
But now that you're here I just feel like I'm constantly
dreaming
'Cause something's gotta go wrong 'cause I'm feeling' way too
damn good

And it's like
Every time I turn around
I fall in love and find my heart face down and
Where it lands is where it should
This time it's like
The two of us should probably start to fight
'Cause something's gotta go wrong 'cause I'm feeling way too
damn good
Feelin' way too damn good

I missed you so much that I begged you to fly in and see me
Feelin' way too damn good
I missed you so much that I begged you to fly in and see me

Oh how I digress…
Back to Sunday…
Ate fish XO noodles with TKM at the Hong Kong store after service then trooped home to read books till it was time to go out and meet Yilinn.
Met Yilinn at Tanah Merah to take the shuttle bus to the chalet for Swee Shoon’s birthday party. As usual, I was early. So I had to rot around the MRT station waiting for Yilinn to show up. Good thing they did not start questioning me… haha~
We got to the bungalow and were the only 2 girls there - the testosterone in that room was overwhelming! Swee Shoon was kind enough to show us around and introduce us to everyone… very hard to remember everyone’s name. Yilinn and I got left alone for a while whilst Swee Shoon went back to taking care of his other guests, so down to the beach we went… walked around here and there… caught up with what was and is going on in our own lives. Walk finish, went back to the bungalow and helped Swee Shoon’s mum with the drinks. She was under a lot of stress….being the only woman there and all… heh~ She is a wonderful cook! The quay pai ti was shiok! Woohooo~
Our seniors from SRJC turned up not long after and we were no longer the only girls around…haha… talk talk talked and ate dinner… den sing birthday song and give the presents… then missed the shuttle bus back to the station… heng we caught the last one out… managed to get home before 11.30pm…heehee…
I hit the sack pretty late…

Slept though the night and awoke to Siya’s message and missed call.
Made quick plans and ended up at her place playing mah jong for the whole day.
From 1.30pm to 11.30pm… pure unadulterated pleasure… if not for that phone call from TKM, I think the day would have been perfect… I din play with money and still got a scolding… shesh~
Had a great time anyway.
Thanks to Siya, Jerome and Yong Xiang.
Overall, BIGGEST thanks to Siya… ^-^
Got home late and slept late…nothing new there… had weird dreams the whole night… oh well~
Hahahahaha…

Jia: “haha... ok lah.. my plan was to stay at home and look after the puppies.. ~_~ so far.. only my weekends are taken up.. weekdays are still free.. *winkz*”
Jia: “hmm.. cycling? on thur morning? with? where? time? =x”
Wah…okie for your sake and those who can make it:
TAKE NOTE PEOPLE!
Thursday
26/05/2005
Meet at McDonald’s at East Coast Park
Between 9.30am and 10am
Cycling
Lunch
Walk walk here and there.
^-^

OK… I want to go watch the SCV preview channel and then I want to read my book and then I going out … woohooo~
HAVOC AH!!!!!
Then again, Daddy said that I can not ‘fly here fly there’ just because exams are over… so what am I supposed to do? Tear down the house?!?!?! O.olll

Have a great day you all~
Hope to go out with you all soon!
-hugs-
^-^

Saturday, May 21, 2005

Hair today, gone to the floor

A healthy man is a successful man.
A hedge between keeps friendship green.
A hen is heavy when carried far.
A hound's food is in its legs.

Today was a very good day!
It started out kinda rocky but towards the end… wah…I tell you… wah…

I went to get my hair cut in the morning with TKM… had to tell my boss last minute that I could not make it to work… feel rather bad about that … but anyway… back to my day… got my hair cut… walked around Tampines with TKM… ran into JY... TKM bought a pair of pants… I scouted for clothes… found some nice stuff which I did not buy…ate dinner outside … bought Famous Amos brownies… went to Heartland Mall… got my eyes checked … bought my contact lenses… bought my Michael Buble CD … so many things done in one day…woohooo~
Now that is what I call wah~ ^-^
But now I am kinda bushed… still have to do a lot of planning for the rest of the weeks ahead…
-migumi laughter-
Tomorrow is going to even better… I can feel it in my bones… hahaha~

Oh yeh!
'Tou ke duan.
Tou fa bu neng luan.'
Sound familiar?
:D

Jia: “sharon... u forgotten abt me~!! *sobZ*”
Forgot about you?
Where got?
More like you forgot about me ah… you already plan until tight tight… so donno when you got time for little ol’me… *sniff-sniff*
Play mah jong wan?
I wan to jio as many people as possible to play… I have been deprived for far too long…
-hysterical laughter-
Cycling?
Mah jong?
Movies?
When you going to be free?

Hey Yang Mui!
Cut hair shiok ya? :)

Back to planning… have fun you all…but if exams not over for you yet… jia you!
^-^

Friday, May 20, 2005

Getting back my wings - The smell of freedom

A man does not seek his luck, luck seeks its man.
A man is not honest simply because he never had a chance to steal.
A man may well bring a horse to the water, but he cannot make him drink.
A man should live if only to satisfy his curiosity.

I was never gone.
Just here and yet not around.
Exams mah?
What to do?
Have to abnegate mah~
Missed me?

It’s been so long since I last put in an entry… you would think that I would be bursting to write. I have had that itch to type out my thoughts on certain matters during the period of abnegation but ….abnegation requires that I do more than just study… it is a ‘way’… as such, I have forgotten some of the things that ran through my head. Most of my memory space has been taken up by my modules anyway… so can’t really blame me right? Add the extra factor of my bad memory … you do the math… anyway…I am back. ^-^

Today’s date is 20052005.
Ain’t that cool?!

Come and gone the exams have.
Go on… ask me how I feel… I dare you…
-migumi laughter-

It seems that I am going to be busier after my exams than I was before the expo excursions started…haha …not that I am complaining… it is going to be fun to think about other things than IS curves moving and being alienated by the CDs that I buy… haha… the higher/bigger the multiplier the fratter the IS curve… what you see is what you get… AD is the son of IS and LM… buy local, local is best… ang kong kia, si lang kia… holistic… Porter’s 5 force model... Maslow’s hierarchy of needs… Hertzberg’s 2 factor theory… rational economic man… complex man…
-runs mad around the house-
Oh well…. I guess that is part of walking on the dark side… yes?

I am glad God has brought me through this period. He has blessed me with great friends who have been able to help me with my revision and queries. Keeping me on my toes and doing their best to calm me down when I go into my periodic spin cycles of panic and madness.
THANKS GUYS!!!! :D
-great big giant humongous hugs-

I have to set aside some time to write out my full list of things I wish to accomplish during my break away from school. One thing is for sure… a lot of money is going to fly out of my poor wallet… darn… might even have to get another part time job to pay for my playing… but if I get another job that would mean that I will not have as much time to hang out with my peeps… sian diao xia~ Opportunity costs all over again… someone re-plot my utility curve for me please?
-runs mad around the house again-
Whatever the out come, I just hope that I get to spend time with all you guys… if our schedules permit… bureaucracy at work … X.Xlll
OK…need to get all the stuff out of my system…or at least put them into cold storage for now… still have to use the knowledge for my next academic year… the next units are going to be interesting and, from what I have heard, rough.
Aiya~
Can do it one lah~
Bring it on babeh! :p

I was reminded once again that emotional wounds do not really heal… they reopen and cut every time they come to mind. Personally, it has been a very tough struggle to keep the pain at bay. But some times, a good cry is important to remain sane. The Bible says to forgive and forget, but God never said that life was going to be easy. Good thing I have a bad memory… Hahaha…laughing is a good way to stay happy right?
-falls deep into thought-

Let’s back track for a while…what took place during the exam period:
Tom was crowned sole survivor. *yah!*
Missed out on many training sessions. *sob!*
Bo and Carrie are now in the finals. *yah for Bo! My theory has a 50-50 chance of being spot on…heehee…*
Inuyasha is back on Arts Central along with the anime Shaman King *Inuyasha is so handsome! –migumi laughter-*
-rubs head-
I can’t seem to remember anything else… oh gosh~

What I do remember is that after the paper today, Yang Mui, Diana and I trooped to Changi Airport to eat Sakae sushi. Spent a bomb but it was worth it. I don want to go to the Heartland Mall outlet anymore… it can’t compare to the one at Changi Airport. ;p
Can’t wait to sink my teeth into Japanese food again…buah hahahaha…

All you Star Wars fans out there, check out this blogsite.
http://masterjediyoda.blogspot.com
In the house Yoda is! ^-^

I just might pick up the album because of this particular song... the question is whether I can get my hands on the album coz its already been out for so long... XP

New Radicals - Someday We'll Know

90 miles outside chicago
Can’t stop driving
I don’t know why
So many questions
I need an answer
Two years later
You’re still on my mind
Whatever happened to emilia earhart
Who holds the stars up in the sky
Is true love once in a lifetime
Did the captain of the titanic cry
Chorus:
Someday we’ll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we’ll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we’ll know
Why I wasn’t meant for you
Does anybody know the way to atlantis
Or what the wind says when she cries
I’m speeding by the place where I met you
For the 97th time tonight
(chorus)
Someday we’ll know
Why samson loved delilah
One day I’ll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you’ll know
That I was the one for you
I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow
I watched the stars crash in the sea
If I could ask God just one question
Why aren’t you here with me?
(chorus)
Someday we’ll know
Why sampson loved delilah
One day I’ll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you’ll know
That I was the one for you
Postscript: seeing you in february was great
Cliches eventually all come true
Time heals all wounds
I went to get us our 9th drink
And you ran out the door with another guy
I woke up on the floor with my shoes on
A smile on my face and I didn’t even care

BSB making a comeback …. Figures that they would let out their single during my examination period… distract me from my notes only… but it is a nice song… anyone have the piano scores for the song? I want!

Backstreet Boys - Incomplete
Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess
I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake
I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
I don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you go
I don't wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)
I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
Incomplete

Shout out to: Parveen
HEY SUGAR BABE!!!!!
I AM FREE!!!!!
CHOOP YOU!!!!
CHOOP ME!!!!
CHOOP YOU!!!!
CHOOP ME!!!!
-migumi laughter-

Hey Siya!
When you wanna go out?
Mah jong?
Gym?
Mah jong?
Movie?
Mah jong?
Cycling?
Mah jong?
-hysterical laughter-
:D

Kimi!
When you going to be free?
Japanese food ah!
How about K box?
Heehee~

Jet ah!
Study hard!
Jia you!!!!
Two down two more to go!!!!
Make Genting worth it man! :)

Time out!
My television and my books are calling me… that’s all for now…
^-^

Sunday, May 08, 2005

First time for chinese words

An apple a day keeps the doctor away.
An ass in Germany is a professor in Rome.
An enemy will agree, but a friend will argue.
An Englishman will burn his bed to catch a flea.

Have been studying like siao with Long Jie at PLKCC for the past two days.
To say I am tired out or wasted would be a total understatement. I was very close to staying in bed for the whole morning.
In the end, I went to church, came home and then rushed down to the CC to continue the study madness with Long Jie.
Main phrase for my period of studying :
走火入魔了,不能回头,因为人已经被杀到血流成河.
I think chinese is very apt for describing my current state.

Have I mentioned how much I loath pimples?
I kanna out break ah!!!!
AAARRRGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!

There are some things which one does not tell one’s parents.
I think this situation might come under under that category:
I got whacked in the eye and nose today while I was at the CC.
How did that happen?
I took a break during the studying marathon and helped Alfred hold target during the TKD training.
Due to God-knows-what, I did not hold the target hard enough and when Alfred did a double front kick, he as usual kicked the target very hard and this time, it went flying and hit both my left eye and nose very HARD.
I don think I want to describe how I look now.
Then again, after some thought, I don think my parents knowing about how i got my black eye would matter a great deal. Better they hear it from me than letting their imagination run wild ya?

Two more days to the start of the exams.
Have to go back to abnegation.
Need to get ice for my face as well…or do I need a piece of raw steak? Hmmm…
The price I pay for being nice. -_-lll

The joy of the Lord is my strength!
Woohooo~
Keep studying you all!
^-^
Piah! Piah! Piah! PIAH!!!!

Friday, May 06, 2005

Am I under stress or understressed?

A friend's eye is a good mirror.
A good denial, the best point in law.
A good husband is healthy and absent.
A hard beginning maketh a good ending.

Yesterday is officially the last time I stepped into SIM for the semester.
The next time I grace the institution with my presence is when training restarts in June. Heh~
The time spent on traveling is a real killer. To make my traveling time worth the while, I have to be in school by 8.30am and den study there till 9.30pm. It’s not the studying that gets me tired. I could go on till 3am but the traveling is the variable that gets me very tired. When I got home yesterday, I wanted to continue studying, but I saw my bed, sat on it, and I was a goner.
Thank goodness there is still today and the next 3 days…
-pauses-
OMGosh~…
THREE DAYS?!?!??!?!?!
-pulls out huge chunks of hair-
AAAAARRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~
-runs mad around the house-
Time sure flies, it was not long ago that I was counting, with Desmond and Aziz, the number of days we had left to the start of the exams…and all of a sudden they are starting next Tuesday!
On the brighter side of things, at this time in two weeks, I would have completed all my papers. Heh~
Ahem…before I get ahead of myself I think it would be pertinent to keep my mind focused on the battle ahead… ABNEGATE!!!!

Yang Mui: “we ended up not eating at kushin bon..hahhaha..not the right time man!”
Aiyo~ …but what you mean by ‘not the right time’?
Congrats on PJ getting the gold!! :D
I got this grand idea of what to do on the last day of the exams:
We (whoever wants to come) all go to the airport and eat Sakae Sushi… chiong the buffet…or some other restaurant there…
Sound good?
On?

Yong Jet: “hunter emile hemsley ... good name”
Actually the name I had in mind was: Emile Wong Yong Jet, but since you came up with the Hunter Emile Hemsley…that one also can…‘HEH’ for short XD
Buah hahahaha…

To all having exams:
All the best!
Give it all you got.
“I give hope to men, and keep nothing for myself” – Aragon
Donno why… just felt like putting down that line at this point… hahha... my mind is not under my control any more...anyway...
JIA YOU AH !!!!
-waves and shakes pom-poms all over the place-

Before I get back to my study table, here’s a question to ponder over:
If dictionaries spell a word wrongly, how would we know?

Piah ah~
^-^

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Short break

A fool sees not the same tree that a wise man sees.
A forest is in an acorn.
A friend in need is a friend indeed.

Went to the CC to study with Long Jie and Yvonne today.
Main question of the day:
"Would I choose to do this type of question in the exam itself?!"
-starts pulling hair out-
Studied in the CC from 9am till 8.30pm.
Spent the last 30 minutes before 9pm at the basket ball court with my socitey members. Helped Alfred hold target and got my fingers kicked... nothing new anyway... could have been worse...
I miss training!
I MISS TRAINING!!!!!
-pulls more hair out-
Then again, exams are a whole lot more important and expensive in comparison... abnegate I say! ABNEGATE!!!!
-pulls even more hair out-

Hey Yang Mui!
How was the food at Kushin Bon?
How much did you and your people eat?
Have fun at the SYF tomorrow! ^-^

Oh gosh...so much hair on the floor...
-gets broom and starts sweeping up the hair-
Wo zhi shi tou fa duo!
Buah ahhahahahahahahaa...

The joy of the Lord is my strength!
Back to the books!
Jia you eveyone!
^-^

Monday, May 02, 2005

Abnegation!

A penny for your thoughts.

Abnegation is the rule of the day.
So many things I have to put on hold till the end of exams. *sigh*
Study hard everyone!
We shall all make the holidays worth living for!
Boo yah~

Yong Jet:”thx for appointing me as the celebral assassion ... nxt time u c me, u feel a sledgehammer blow into your guts and a vicious pedigree into the mat ... then it's KO for sure ...hahaa ..”
O.olll
Since you have embraced your new nick name… Is your English name going to be Hunter? Maybe it should be Emile… mah chum you whole day talk about alienation… hahaha… Study hard! ^-^

OK… break time over…back to the books!
The joy of the Lord is my strength!
^-^